some things are best left....unsaid

she said you are amazing
and that's the last I heard
once again
             these holidays are lonely
   cold and confused
I am back to square one
 nothing is certain
     nothing is for sure
hope is hard to come by
                                  and so are you...

Even the man in the moon agrees
I need to stop wishing
Upon these stars
And just shoot for my dreams
Even if it means burning up

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There'll come a time
When the sun will always shine
And the ground will split

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Open your eyes
We're all searching blind

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daydream

The potential is low
But we still press on
Allowing the hope
To dictate our lives
Tell me when is enough
I never know, never will

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overcast

When will this end?
Darkness creeps in
I'm struggling to breath
The walls close in around me
Seconds to years
Gravity is pulling me down
There's no control
Perception's wearing off
Where did I go wrong?
The answer is clear
But out of reach
I can see it fading
All I want
Is my life back

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I've been gone far too long
Miles away I've grown dead

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ending

This heart's barely beating
And I don't know when
When I will see the end
But it can't come soon enough
You think you know me
Got me all figured out
Is this why we're fighting?
And never work it out?

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Separate this mind
From what i believe
I'm tired spiritually
This battle within
How long can this go on

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sent in

I dig deep within
Finding who I really am
It's a chore to be civil
When the world around is chaotic
I am just borrowing this life
So I need to take care of it
Learning from all the mess
And living how I should be

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untitled

In the wake of my life
I will be strong

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Sick and Tired

I'm tired of not finding the answers
     I'm tired of these demons
                        constantly clawing at me...

       I am my own man
and no one can determine that

every day ends
        leading to a new beginning

Strength

The world around might be crumbling
but I walk a strong path
NO one can take this heart
NO one can choose who I am

Nothing left

                        I gave you my heart

I gave everything to you...

      What else do you want?

I watched you as you left

If this rain could kill

                                               I'd be gone

I want you to forget

Lost

Bring me back
To a place where the world
Was once in perfect balance

 This existence feels weighted 
             with worries greater than I am

      My mind is often lost
in thoughts greater than I

 I am merely a speck
                                 in this sea of sand.